Words in flames

Today I'm listening to: "Lean" by Jimmy Eat World

Trust... Strange word huh? Have you ever had to give an advice about something you have no idea about? What do you do when some of your close people needs your support? Maybe you try to put yourself in his situation or you say straight away what you think. Whatever you do it still seems like not enough eaven if the adviced pearson feels satisfied, you still have second guesses like 'what if the advice wasn't right?'. The truth is that we're only people and in spite of all expectations the way we act depends on a specific situation. They say that the intentions are most important right? well i hope they are.

Alone walks hurt

Today I'm listening to: "Hit Me Baby One More Time" by blink 182

I've been blind. Now I realised that I really was... Wrong choices and wrong paths. Wonderful people are no longer so close. My loneliness is really killing me, especially when I know what I lost. Don't make my mistakes. They may hurt forever.

The attitude of not only our generation

Today I;m listening to: "Sing" by Travis

Some say that everything we do has some reason. Do you believe in it? I'm not sure about it... Especially when this same people are trynig to tell us that it's better to clim on the mountain and fall from it than drow in the deep ocean. Maybe some of us just want to drow because that's better and shows that we are not like the others with high hopes- we have some selfrespect and we' re not gonna change because of the others. I just don't understand these people, which are climbing the mountain, standing on the top of it and they are thinking that they'll stay there forever. The worst thing is that I know many of them really many... Which type are you? 

I've been looking all over for you

Today I'm listening to: "Out of This World"  by The Cure

When you look into someone's eyes you can see their souls. Sometimes they are really old or expirienced. I'm wondering how come that we don't look into each oders eyes anymore or if we do it's just for a few seconds. Do we still know each oder like we did before? I guess we don't unfortunatelly...

Fooled

Today I'm listening to: "I'm Not Dead" by P!nk

F**k! I hate fake people! Why do they pretend that they are your friends when they really are not! I'm so mad that I've been fooled again! Maybe I'm the one who is weird and bad if people keep fooling me all the time?

That hurts

Today I'm listening to: "I Hate Myself for Loving You" by Joan Jett and the Blackhearts

I don't get it. It's been such a long time and nothing happened. We knew each other for three years. I loved the way he looked at me. At this same time I was selfish and thought it will last for ever but it didn't. I regret that I rejected everything- maybe that's because I wanted it so badly that I lost myself at some point. Now everything is over and I'm still hurting. I would really love to reapeat the past like Jay Gatsby wanted to but I guess I ended up this same as he did: with a bullet in my heart.

It'll be alright.

Today I'm listening to: "Put me in the car" by Ryan Gosling

We all have hope for better times and I'm sure we all have these people which are trying to convince us that 'it'll be alrigh' but is it true? How can they know about how our future will look like? Are we so predictible? I don't get it and I'm not so sure right now if EVERYTHING will be ok but there's one thing, that I'm sure about: our passions. I looked around and I discovered that there is nothing as true and real about us as the things that help us to find out who we reall are. We have to protect these things because without them we are soulless and it means that we don't quite exist. Some of you may think that you don't have any passions and I don't believe at all because passion is not only something that improves your talent like dancing, singing, painting, playing an instrument! In my point of view someones passion can be taking care of their families or helping pepole which are in trouble or just doing their job the best they can. I hope you will find my words inspiring and that you will never let your passions go away.

Right...

Today I'm listening to: "Don't Cry" by Guns N' Roses

Am I the only one who hates to be ignored? It's so unfair- you are trying so hard to make everything go well and it's just not working. As a result you get humiliation and it sucks. There's been so many times I've been just ignored that today I'm saying 'no'! Nobody deserves that sort of feeling that I felt today. Let's be tough because that's one of the things that we have to come along with these days.

Let's face it!

Today I'm listening to: "Not Afraid" by Eminem

Sometimes we have to fight with the things, that we are the most afraid of. In moments like these you proabably are thinking 'what can you do to make it be easier', the answer is easy: there is no answer- you must write you own. You have to face your demons before it will be too late for it or too hard to notice them. Right now I have to face mine and I don't really know how to do this. I know though, that if we'll do this together we will be able to support each oder mentally- I think it will work out.


                         

February Emptiness

Today I'm listening to: "Hard To Find" by The American Analog Set

Did you had these terrible days, when you don't feel anything? It's just like being vegetable: put on some clothes, go somewhere, where you really don't want to go or sit and look at the wall, without any purpose.