F**k! I hate fake people! Why do they pretend that they are your friends when they really are not! I'm so mad that I've been fooled again! Maybe I'm the one who is weird and bad if people keep fooling me all the time?
PUNKNDISORDERLY
PunkNDisorderly
Thursday, July 17, 2014
Fooled
Today I'm listening to: "I'm Not Dead" by P!nk
F**k! I hate fake people! Why do they pretend that they are your friends when they really are not! I'm so mad that I've been fooled again! Maybe I'm the one who is weird and bad if people keep fooling me all the time?
F**k! I hate fake people! Why do they pretend that they are your friends when they really are not! I'm so mad that I've been fooled again! Maybe I'm the one who is weird and bad if people keep fooling me all the time?
Wednesday, July 9, 2014
That hurts
Today I'm listening to: "I Hate Myself for Loving You" by Joan Jett and the Blackhearts
I don't get it. It's been such a long time and nothing happened. We knew each other for three years. I loved the way he looked at me. At this same time I was selfish and thought it will last for ever but it didn't. I regret that I rejected everything- maybe that's because I wanted it so badly that I lost myself at some point. Now everything is over and I'm still hurting. I would really love to reapeat the past like Jay Gatsby wanted to but I guess I ended up this same as he did: with a bullet in my heart.
I don't get it. It's been such a long time and nothing happened. We knew each other for three years. I loved the way he looked at me. At this same time I was selfish and thought it will last for ever but it didn't. I regret that I rejected everything- maybe that's because I wanted it so badly that I lost myself at some point. Now everything is over and I'm still hurting. I would really love to reapeat the past like Jay Gatsby wanted to but I guess I ended up this same as he did: with a bullet in my heart.
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