Spinning life

Today I'm listening to: "Carousel" by Jonathan Clay

Living in routine. It's the worst thing you can do. Time doesn't stand still as you sometimes expect it to do. Instead It's just running quickly. You become frustrated victim of your own situation. What can you do to stop this carousel that you' re on? How to tell your worries goodnight? These are difficult question. But maybe there is some explanation and maybe just maybe you are able to stop this whole spinnig machine. Sometimes eaven a one talk or one eye contact can make you stop and just think for a little while. Hope for all of us to find it, because as much as we enjoy the first ride and maybe even the next ones it has to stop. In other way you might get lost in this rapidly running life.

Clarity

Today I'm listening to: "Perfect Sonnet" by Bright Eyes

"Love...is it the point of it all? To be loved. To be understood. To understand. Strength and clarity. That's what I wish for today." These are the words of the pearson that is really close to my soul. Especially today they have a lot deeper meaning than then they ever had. Sometimes I wish I was more asertive and 'put together'. My mind is dancing around so many things and I just forget the real sense in this all. Will I ever get a total clarity in things that are happening to me? It would really help. Oh God it would. Sometimes we run so fast that we loose much. Too much...

Undeniable facts

Today I'm listening to: "Lullaby" by The Cure

Here's some interesting thing about our lives: when something bad happens to us we dream about some good things. When the good things arrive we instantly get so hooked up with this luck that we don't notice some elements and then we just whine about wrong things that fallow our enthusuastic reactions. It's all messed up I know but when you'll give it a closer look you will notice that you rely to it and that other people you know rely to this too. How many bridges we have to burn? How many paths we should fallow? How many faces we will see before our last days? We still think we're so different but what if we're all alike but we simply don't notice it...