Lately I've made many mistakes. My secrets had been revealed and after that I felt like everyone is going to leave me, that I'll end up totally alone. I've been forgiven but still I feel like something is not right. I know that I need to pay for my mistakes but why it has to be so painful? I wish I could disappear for some time. Go away... Why do we hurt people that we love the most and why do they keep hurting us? I've got the feeling that in a moment I'm going to break into many pieces.
