Wild

Today I'm listening to: "Please Don't Cry" by Cigarettes After Sex

Standing in the door of solace I have to tell you about what I feel. I'm so afraid of what's going on right now. There is something that only I know. Something I can't tell anybody. I have to hide but since nobody here really knows me... I can be open I guess. I don't know what to do. I'm all by myself. What if I'm gonna be trapped forevr like this? Like a wild animal closed in some small and dirty cage. I don't want to live like this but do I have a choice? If they wanna catch me they will do that anyway

Passenger

Today I'm listening to: "The Passenger" by Iggy Pop

What a ride. Everything seems so new and exciting but on the other hand quite scary. Have you ever had this feeling that something feels so good but is so damn bad? Some keep sayin' that talking to other people helps. But what if I'm sick of talking? What if it is just gonna let me down? The only thing I would like to do right now is to smoke a cigarette and look at the sky full of stars...