Cry inside

Today I'm listening to: "Two Weeks" by Grizzly Bear

Is it somehow possible to end this all? Something that we bulit up for so long (or not so long at all), in a blink of an eye, make it dissapear. There are times when I think I want that and there are these other times.

Fly till you get high

Today I'm listening to: "If You want Her" by The Geek x Vrv 

How is it possible to feel inspired being in the one place and the moment later, in a different location feel nothing? Isn't the true inspiration coming from our hearts and minds? Is it that all that counts is environment really? And most importantly, can't we fight that? I'm confused. I know that certain places can make you more creative but it's not only about external dimension. It's also inside of us after all.