They keep on telling me I'm not good enough

Today I'm listening to: "Almost Good Enough" by Magnolia Electric Co.

10 things you can do if they let you down and tell you that you are not good enough:

1. become nervous and suspicious 
2. start crying
3. say that they are wrong
4. have a cigarette
5. stop talking to anybody
6. think you are shit
7 .procrastinate
8. open the eyes and say I'm a worthy person
9. start crying again
10. AND FINALLY FUCK THEM ALL, DO WHAT YOU LOVE
that's the only thing that will set you free

How to find it

Today I'm listening to: "Love and Hate" by Michael Kiwanuka

In the air there is this dirt. I guess it is uncertainty. I don't want it and I didn't ask for it but I'm not able to make it go away. How to find the remedy. I will keep on lookin'. There's nothing else I can do...