Are we all so deluded that we don't see?

 Today I'm listening to: "Landmines" by Sum 41

Somewhere along the way things didn't work out as I imagined they would. I was deluding myself so badly for such a long time. Is it true that when our lives are not in order and we don't feel like ourselves then our relationships hurt as well? Can others sense the lack of sense in one's everyday-ness? 

Without words I feel like it's all a blur and I can't seem to wrap my head around it- am I mistaken or am I just on the verge of making one?

Light from darkness

 Today I'm listening to: "Stop the Clocks" by Donots

It seems that some negative events experiences and emotions are here to bring us back to the ground. Weirdly enough moments of sadness and helplessness cause me to stay grounded, go back to what is important, reflect, calm down and focus on these essential and basic things in life. After all these things keep us going and are the foundation upon which we can build our lives